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One day I was thinking about what to pack in my day pack. While I was thinking the Lord said “pack your hammock and straps your giving them to someone today.” Once the Lord said this i immediately tried to find a loophole to where I could keep those straps. During this week I noticed myself being more close handed and not being as generous as I had been in the past. Once I was done trying to make the Lords will fit mine I submitted to him. I recentered my mind around the truth of the Lord I am a creek, life giving water comes from up on high (the mountains).it flows through me I’m not supposed to hold onto the water because then I’ll be clogged and become stagnant. I am to let it flow I don’t know where it flows to but it doesn’t matter because I know more water will come from him. So I packed my hammock and straps, later on that day the Lord told me who I was giving it to. The Lord told me to give it to one of my friends who lives in Parramos his birthday was the following day  . Once the Lord told me who I was giving it to everything changed because I have a deep love for that person and I’d give them anything I own. After I reflected on this I realized everything in my demeanor and mind changed once love was introduced to the equation. I try to exercise my spirit by being generous , freely it comes so freely it goes, I’m blessed to bless others. After this day I realized it was so much deeper then being generous but have a genuine love for people. My goal was to continue to be generous but now it’s switched. My new goal is to love everyone so deeply that I would be overjoyed to give them everything I have, even if I haven’t spoken a word to them. Check your heart are you loving your neighbor as you love yourself.

3 responses to “Refined in the crucible”

  1. Thanks for this awesome, heart nourishing story my brother. It is so good to hear of your wonderful example of James 2! No respector of persons because God loves us all. I love that your equation fit love into the variables place and I hope you always choose love, in fact, I’m confident of it. Love you awesome son of God!!!

  2. “…once love was introduced to the equation.” BINGO! That’s the key! And I so often forget it. I want to live my life with open hands and heart they way you are doing, Nick. Thanks for the reminder, for obeying, for your willingness to give your all, even if at first it’s uncomfortable.
    ~Nathan’s Mama

  3. Hey Nick so excited to hear ministry is going well. We pray you continue to listen for the Father’s voice and share His love with the people of Guatemala, Proud of you!